A lil note to God

Dear God,

I've just- accidentaly- seen my pics with him .. me and him.. with our happy faces..
I know it sounds very silly, but that is the look i long for....
My happy face.. :-(

I don't even remember when was the last time i have that kinda look.
I just want to be that happy again, God... that's it...
If with him is less-possible, then please .. please give me another guy who can make my face blush the way he did..

I know it now seems that I live in my past ..... i move on, God.. You gotta trust on me for this..
If throwing my pics with him can cure me... then please give me strength doing so..

Bring me back that look, God..
Am begging' You..